tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2009-11-07:/Enter at your own risk.........MokoFeed2009-11-07T16:22:17+01:00tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-10-25:/2005/10/25/smut_is_for_life_not_just_for_christmas~260189/rayne2005-10-25T13:25:16+02:002005-10-25T13:25:16+02:00 <p>You dress me up in dark red lace,<br> Run your gloves across my face.<br> Make me sit upon your knee,<br> Stroke my thigh with childish glee.<br> Jingle your bells in my face,<br> Santa Claus you are a disgrace!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/10/25/smut_is_for_life_not_just_for_christmas~260189/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-10-11:/2005/10/11/oh_how_i_love_that_man_of_mine~229410/rayne2005-10-11T23:30:17+02:002005-10-11T23:30:17+02:00 <p>...who just turned up to see me at work with the kiddies in tow! My boyfriend is the best in the world!!!!!!!! He has been acting a bit preoccupied of late though. I'd like to know what's on his mind.... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/10/11/oh_how_i_love_that_man_of_mine~229410/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-10-10:/2005/10/10/all_i_listen_to_is_ebm~226601/rayne2005-10-10T15:00:00+02:002005-10-10T15:00:00+02:00 <p>...at least that's what it seems like at the moment. That's all my friends and my bloke seem to enjoy. Went to see Ultraviolence at the weekend with my honey and the kids - T&S. Everyone had a fantastic time and thought they were awesome. Phyrephox danced his ass off. I stood near the front and desperately tried to see what everyone was enjoying. </p> <p>The fat, middle-aged DJ in a skeleton outfit had a voice like razors on a rusty blackboard. Plus he was accompanied by an obvious chav dressed in autumn high-street goth. I was terribly unimpressed. It was kind of like being the only sober person in a room full of drunks. I just couldn't understand what all the fuss was about! Eventually my ears felt like they were about to explode so I went back to the bar and drank and lit up a cigarette. I was relieved to see that I was not the only one unimpressed by the performance. There were at least half a dozen very cool looking goths dressed in black leather who also seemed to be less than impressed. </p> <p>So once again the night ended with me feeling very left out and extremely uncool. I wouldn't mind so much if we did something else for a change or had just one night out that didn't feature EBM. I know that there are clubs with different floors for different music but even if we went to one I'd just end up on my own. Plus they're allowed to dislike my taste in music but I have to 'learn' to like theirs. It makes me angry sometimes. I just wish there was a little give with the take. Am I a freak if I occasionally wish to listen to more guitar based music without the constant pounding of techno music? I would just like to sit in a nice, darkened, suitably gothic bar with a pint and a fag and watch the girl with the guitar on stage sing some powerful, beautiful lyrics and just chill for once. Okay? Is that allowed? Is it really asking for so much? The world would be pretty damn boring if we all liked the same thing all the bloody time!</p> <p>Embrace diversity. You may well enjoy it. <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>Well I've had my little rant now. That's the great thing about blogging, its a pretty funky way to blow off steam. I love my man and our mates are cool. But just occasionally it helps to have a little rant....<img src="/img/smilies/icon_cool.gif" alt="B)" class="middle" border="0"><img src="/img/smilies/icon_twisted.gif" alt=":>" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/10/10/all_i_listen_to_is_ebm~226601/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-10-07:/2005/10/07/same_time_same_place_bugger~222063/rayne2005-10-07T21:00:07+02:002005-10-07T21:00:07+02:00 <p>Well, my evening at work is certainly turning out to be very interesting. The Spanish waiter keeps following me around everywhere. I go out for a smoke, he goes out for a smoke. I sit behind my desk, he stands in front of it. You get the idea. I wouldn't mind if he was remotely interesting in any way!!! Everyone at work hates him. I listened politely to one of his repetitive anecdotes and now he won't go away. Arghh!!</p> <p>Plus I am surrounded by Austrian tourists. They have been drinking since 12. Everytime one of them leans across the desk, I get hit by the fumes and feel a little dizzy.</p> <p>God I'm bored. I want to get a new job so badly. I wish my boyf would text me. Alas he is in Londinium, no doubt deep in geek mode. 3 Hours to go. And then 8 hours tomorrow morning and we get to see Ultraviolence. Yeah!!!</p> <p>Personally, I would rather be curled up in bed with my honey right now...with handcuffs...and a whip...and possibly something in leather...or velvet. <img src="/img/smilies/icon_twisted.gif" alt=":>" class="middle" border="0"><img src="/img/smilies/icon_censored.gif" alt=">:XX" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/10/07/same_time_same_place_bugger~222063/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-10-05:/2005/10/05/jealousy_thy_name_is_rayne~218415/rayne2005-10-05T20:58:29+02:002005-10-07T23:15:56+02:00 <p><img src="/img/smilies/icon_wave.gif" alt=":wave:" class="middle" border="0">I wish I was a laptop<br> I'd let you stroke my keys<br> I'd let you download porn<br> And play with me for free.</p> <p>Oh I wish I was a laptop!<br> I'd let you hack my system<br> You could override my programs<br> Without breaking my encryption.</p> <p>How I wish I was a laptop<br> You could worship all my bytes<br> Insert your neon floppy<br> And keep me up all night!</p> <p>I wish I was a laptop<br> With an internet connection<br> You could build up all my firewalls<br> And keep me safe from insurrection</p> <p>I wish I was a laptop<br> The best one in the shop<br> I'd let you press my button<br> And turn me on non-stop.</p> <p><img src="/img/smilies/icon_wave.gif" alt=":wave:" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/10/05/jealousy_thy_name_is_rayne~218415/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-10-05:/2005/10/05/back_from_the_grave~218015/rayne2005-10-05T17:50:42+02:002005-10-05T17:52:09+02:00 <p>I've been out of the loop for a while due to a grevious injustice. I won't go into it now but a certain phone company decided to cut phyrephox off just for the trivial crime of not paying his bill. I ask you what is the world coming to?</p> <p>Anyway, the end of the wonderful adventure was that we spent all night walking around London, failed to find anyone and ended up going home with a six-pack, a bottle of wine and a maccy ds. Ain't life grand? <img src="/img/smilies/icon_lol.gif" alt=":DD" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>I'm feeling kind of miserable today which is a bit of a stereotype for a person of the gothic persuasion. I think its the weather thats getting me down. All grey and dreary and generally uninspiring. Plus I've just come back to work after having several glorious days off and am being forced to sit behind a cluttered desk! Ho hum <img src="/img/smilies/icon_lalala.gif" alt=":lalala:" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>So peeps feel free to cheer up the vivacious red-head in leather!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/10/05/back_from_the_grave~218015/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-09-17:/2005/09/17/rayne_and_phyrephox_s_glorious_friday_ni~185919/rayne2005-09-17T01:23:46+02:002005-09-17T01:23:46+02:00 <p>I wrote some of this on the train because I just knew that life was going to be interesting tonight....</p> <p>So I finish work today, get collected by Phyrephox (my fantabulous boyf) and after carrying out a few errands and dragging him not quite kicking and screaming into a girlie clothes store, we finally set out for Londinium....</p> <p>6:40pm</p> <p>And so Friday comes around and once more I find myself London - bound to a 2600 meeting ( a group of hackers and computer orientated peeps ). I have been plied with liquor, which may be causing this surprising bout of optimism, as far as the meeting is concerned. Don't get me wrong, its interesting being surrounded by highly intelligent people with laptops and dreams of world domination. And generally they're nice guys (I've only been once before and there was a conspicuous lack of females apart from me...) It's just that once they open their mouths and start talking about systems and networks, my brain shuts down and goes into Monday morning student lecture mode!</p> <p>Just realised that the guy sitting across the way from us looks like the 20-something love-child of Stuart and Michelle from Big Brother! I kid you not. Its uncanny. And slightly disturbing...</p> <p>So, anyway, we get to London and are about 15 mins late to meet the rest of the group. But its all okay cos we know where they are going to be... In theory. Tune in tomorrow for The pain of Rayne...</p> <p>Nightie Night kiddewinks</p> <p>Rayne x </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/09/17/rayne_and_phyrephox_s_glorious_friday_ni~185919/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-09-17:/2005/09/17/more_self_indulgent_sexy_poems~185901/rayne2005-09-17T01:07:48+02:002005-09-17T01:07:48+02:00 <p>He touched me<br> With his body<br> He touched me<br> With his mind<br> He ran me<br> Through his fingers<br> His beauty<br> Made me blind</p> <p>He stroked me<br> With his whispers<br> He licked me<br> With his words<br> His kisses<br> Left me breathless<br> My heart<br> Fluttering like birds</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/09/17/more_self_indulgent_sexy_poems~185901/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-09-16:/2005/09/16/just_a_little_poem_about_the_night~184887/rayne2005-09-16T15:03:40+02:002005-09-16T15:03:40+02:00 <p>In the dark<br> You wait for me<br> You call my name<br> You set me free</p> <p>I stroke your face<br> You touch my hair<br> You pull me deep<br> Into your lair</p> <p>You are my night<br> All that I see<br> With eyes so bright<br> They burn through me</p> <p>Your beggar's kiss<br> It is the key<br> It draws the breath<br> Right out of me</p> <p>Your lips are cold<br> They ache with need<br> To taste my neck<br> To make me bleed</p> <p>You are so strong<br> And I'm not brave<br> But I am master<br> You are slave </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/09/16/just_a_little_poem_about_the_night~184887/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-09-12:/2005/09/12/down_to_the_woods~177390/rayne2005-09-12T20:55:09+02:002005-09-12T20:55:09+02:00 <p>Feeling a little poetic tonight so....</p> <p>When the sky is dark<br> And the trees are still<br> Take my hand<br> Come if you will</p> <p>I'll take you down<br> Down to the woods<br> Come with me<br> Give up the goods</p> <p>I'll touch your hand<br> I'll stroke your lips<br> I'll kiss your every<br> Fingertip </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/09/12/down_to_the_woods~177390/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-09-12:/2005/09/12/tell_me_why_i_don_t_like_mondays~177238/rayne2005-09-12T19:48:09+02:002005-09-12T19:48:09+02:00 <p>Okay, so my general opinion today is that Monday's suck! I had a lovely relaxing weekend with my 'rents and my gorgeous boyf and now I'm back to the obligatory soul-destroying 9 - 5. Grr.</p> <p>To make matters worse, I do shift work and tonight I'm on a late. Its dead quiet. There's not alot for two people to do and I've still got 5 hours to go! Therefore, it only seemed sensible to update my beautiful blog!</p> <p>As far as I'm concerned this weekend can't come soon enough. My friend is having a Cyber-Pirate Birthday Party and I'm going as a cyber serving wench. Avast me hearties! Baton down the laptops and hoist the sky dish! Yo, ho, ho and a bottle of absinthe!</p> <p>Finally got stuck in to Harry Potter 6 this weekend too. Yeah I know half the world now thinks that its lame and over-commercialised. But the writing is good and the plots are always superb if occasionally a little over-written.</p> <p>I'd give my eye - teeth to be able to write a story like that. Yep, I am in fact a typical frustrated writer. I admit it. I make up for it by reading a lot and now, writing in this blog. Hopefully, if I can keep this going, then I can keep writing a book going too. At least, thats the plan....<img src="/img/smilies/icon_crazy.gif" alt=":crazy:" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/09/12/tell_me_why_i_don_t_like_mondays~177238/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-09-09:/2005/09/09/why_shopping_is_good~171154/rayne2005-09-09T14:40:41+02:002005-09-09T14:40:41+02:00 <p>Just been out shopping in town. On a hot sunny day, there is nothing better then strolling through the streets, going into shops and coming home with a whole range of things that you had absolutely no intention of buying and don't really need <img src="/img/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif" alt=":D" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>But today was different. Today I made a list. Its true that I did give in to the inevitable 3 dvds for £20 offer at HMV but apart from that, I am proud to say that I did not deviate!</p> <p>The only blight on my perfect shopping morning was being accosted in the high street by a man who told me that Jesus loves me and would I like to become a Morman. Needless to say I made a swift exit. Still not as bad as the mad preacher outside Camden Station who said I was the Satan's whore. Charming! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/09/09/why_shopping_is_good~171154/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:wayofrayne.blog.co.uk,2005-09-09:/2005/09/09/my_first_blog~170694/rayne2005-09-09T09:55:19+02:002005-09-09T09:55:19+02:00 <p>Hello one and all.</p> <p>Welcome to my first ever online journal. I'm hoping that this will be my little outpost on the internet.</p> <p>First things first. My name is Rayne. I'm 23 years old. I am of the female persuasion. Generally I don't get on with computers so I'm hoping to learn alot from this blog too!</p> <p>I am a goth but not a scary one. I like glowsticks and jumping around to EBM. I also like chilling with a nice bottle of wine in front of a nice big open fire in my gothic castle (Oh if only!).</p> <p>That's enough about me now. Its far too early and I'm generally not a morning person!</p> <p>The main point of this blog is to share information about anything and everything that might interest me in the hope to entertain others . So enjoy! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://wayofrayne.blog.co.uk/2005/09/09/my_first_blog~170694/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>